I want to borrow money but I am afraid they might say No.
This feels very unpleasant, helpless, ugly.
I hate this moment, I wish I didn't have to do this but I have no choice.
So I'd rather try to help my situation by working on my vibe.
So, I know what I don't want. What's this that I DO want?
I want to be financially free!
I want to never borrow money from anyone!
I want to feel rich and independent.
I want to feel good even when I have to borrow money.
I want to receive Yes when I ask for money.
I want to feel good even if I am told No.
But for now I am not ready for that.
For now this feels too powerless if I am told No.
For now I want to get my power back.
For now I want to revenge!
I don't want to hide my emotions anymore!
Aaaah! I hate when you say No!
Aaaah! I hate when you still don't take me seriously.
I hate when you treat me as if I'm a child.
Go away! Let me alone! I am mad at you!
I can hate and blame all I want!
This is my right! Because I allow myself to feel better, even if this is only in my imagination!
I allow myself to have revengeful thoughts!
I want to imagine myself getting rich fast and you becoming bankrupt and beg me for money!
I can stay here in my imagination all the time I want until I feel satisfied and saturated.
I feel a little better now..
And I feel like I want to think of something else.
I am tired of thinking about my need for money.
And I am sad that I have to borrow it from others.
I would like to think of something nice now.
Wouldn't it be nice if the money comes easily to me?
Wouldn't it be nice if they would offer me the money for my purposes without me asking for it?
Wouldn't it be nice if the universe would send me the money another way?
Wouldn't it be nice if something like a miracle happens?
Wouldn't it be nice if I feel good as if I don't need any money?
Wouldn't it be nice if didn't need any money?
Wouldn't it be nice if the money finds me by itself?
Wouldn't it be nice if I were able to create the money in a miraculous way?
Wouldn't it be nice if I were able to allow the money that is my birthright?
I know that I was born with the sense of freedom.
I know that the money is just energy that flows to me.
I am aware of the abundance that is everywhere around me.
I am aware that the money is part of this abundance that I am allowing into my life.
I would like to believe that I can allow this abundance into my life.
I was born with a sense of worthiness.
I knew that I deserve to have all the money I need.
Knowing this brings me the awareness that all I need is to recall that I am a deserving person.
I am allowing myself to recall my full worthiness and that I am deserving.
I allow myself to recall that I am good.
I can feel good no matter what, without anyone doing anything for me.
I can feel good without anyone lending me the money or not.
I can accept them telling me No as if this has nothing to do with my sense of deserving.
If they say No it will be their own problem, not mine.
I still can feel good about me.
However, they may say Yes, and I would like to imagine and appreciate this moment.
I like to feel indifferent to the results.
I like to play this game. I test my ability to create my new reality.
Knowing that my worthiness doesn't depend on their answer I feel easier playing this game.
I would only focus on my feeling good no matter what!
I am hopeful that no matter what I can feel good!
And now it's becoming fun to test my own ability to create things!
I am becoming excited to feel good and even great!
I am hopeful and this is the beginning of the momentum of my happy creation!
I am hopeful and happy to feel the way I want to.
I am glad to know that I am a happy person!
I am joyous to know that I am an abundant person!
I am aware that my abundance is coming to me with this happy vibration of abundance.
I am happy to play this game and increase the energy of momentum!
I would like to appreciate those who want to lend the money to me.
I would like to appreciate this work for reminding me how to feel!
I appreciate you and your possible No, which I used to fear and now - not any more.
I appreciate my ability to feel worthy without the need to be told Yes.
I know that my money will find its way to me and I don't care how this will happen.
It may happen that you say Yes and I am thankful in advance!
It may happen that you say No and I am thankful to you for that - the money will find another way to me.
Nothing matters very much! I just like the feeling of appreciation for you, just because!
I like this feeling of being thankful to you for what you haven't done yet.
I like being thankful to you because I always can find a reason to feel good about you!
I know that you are good people deep inside of your hearts!
I appreciate my own feeling of the goodness that I wish to you!
I love my own feeling of appreciation to myself for I feel filled with love just because!
I am being filled with love just because!
I love feeling love inside of my heart, love for me, and love for other people!
I love feeling love for no reason!
And the money that is mine is finding its way to me!
It doesn't matter how it comes.
I am inspired to love myself and others!
I am ready to do the action!
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